Dean wasn’t the only one he hadn’t seen in years. There’s a moment in their argument where Sam takes in the sight of the Impala, his home for 18 years, for the first time since he left. He makes a small face while looking in through the back window, at the seat he sat in and slept on his whole life, like he could already feel the hunter’s life trying to pull him back in. He makes a small face like there’s a part of him screaming to turn back around and go back inside to Jess, where it’s safe and normal, before he feels that leather under his skin again and never looks back. But that grimace fades away as fast as it comes because Dean asked for his help, because his brother wants his help.

(Source: yourdarlinglittlesammy)